40 Days to Fearlessness, Challenge #1: Turn Your Imagination Toward the Light

Journey Club

 

One thing I notice in my life is that I try to hide away from my fears. Repression them and suppression them is not a good thing.
I have to say many of biggest fears have happened and have happened more than once.

Some would make many people run in the cave and not come out. I have claimed Bankruptcy, because I had a business fail. When I had my scrapbooking store I didn’t trust myself and handed the power to someone else. In return that person betrayed me. So I thought but in fact I betrayed myself by not trusting myself and my own inner light.

I have been evicted from 3 different homes. Each time truly devastating. But I know one I wanted to happen.

Yet when it happens again, you have to sit a wonder why. Yes you didn’t pay the rent. But what I find there is something I need to do for me in all the craziness. To find me. Finding me in each situation was taking me back to a place that scared me more than anything.

That fear was surrendering to God. Surrendering to a power that I believed could take over my life and I would no longer have control over it. Maybe someone would laugh and taught me because of it. The fear was paralyzing. This idea of God. What God is and what I think he could do?

I always had this great intuition and knowingness. The Angels seem easy and beautiful and loving to me. Calling in the Goddess energy was a true delight. But God…………… What was so different in this?

When I sat and asked why am I afraid? Because I felt that I would be judged. Be judged for not being able to keep it together. Being judged because I failed. Or my belief of failure is. That God would wag his finger in my face like my dad had done and told me you can do better……. Wow what a moment that was. A moment that I got clarity of God. That I put him with my father. A father of the earthly realm who could only be earthly.

This new journey I am taking for 40 days of Fearlessness is opening me up. And bringing me back to the road home. I can’t say where that is right now. But I know I have to include this higher power called God.. I receive peace.

When I turned away even through those other beloved beings are there this one is extra special.

I feel I am getting help carry my crosses or burdens. I moving away from the darkness and into the light. He is giving me strength and joy and he is showing me how to trust in him in the face of our many trials.

Right now Steve my hubby has not been working and my business has slowed down. We are heading down a road of some big hills to climb but it feels so different this.

I have began to train my imagination to turn away from darkness and toward the light. I am making a concerted effort to make sure that when I imagine my fears playing out, I include God in those pictures. Because these things you and I and everyone fear? I won’t lie to you, some of them very well may come to pass. But if and when they do, God will be there, too, giving us all the grace and peace and strength we will need to scale the mountain that stands before us.

If you are still reading this blog I know you will continue to follow me. I know many don’t like to hear the word God but you will be hearing it a little more from me. That is where I am on the journey.

The work I do is because of the Father and The Mother, Angels, Fairies and more. all of love and light.

CHALLENGE #1

Take a moment to imagine what it would feel like if the thing you’re afraid of actually came to pass. Let yourself feel that fear. But then invite God into the picture. In what ways might he be present? What graces might he give you to help you endure the situation? And what blessings might be waiting for you on the other side of your fear? Turn your imagination toward the light, watch as the darkness begins to dissipate, and be at peace, sweet friends.

♥♥♥♥♥

Money Money Money

Tree of Life
Tree of Life

Attracting your needs

 

It has taken me awhile to figure out money is energy. That it is okay to like money. Growing up we seem to have enough. I couldn’t really tell you because it was a taboo subject. You would think that seeing angels or reading tea leaves would be taboo.,. LOL Nope money. It was the one thing that was untouchable.

Which made me very horrible handler when it comes to money. When someone would ask me for money ~ someone meaning~ Hubby, kids other people. I would just Cringe inside. This is a huge part of my internal core that I am releasing and as I do brings up other attachments.

Now I have done mantra’s for 40 days, 80 days, 300 days. actually. I have done spells to attract money. Done burning ceremonies and have gone sweats and visions quests. Each of this has transformed me in ways spiritual that are totally awesome. They have bought me to know me. They have taught me how to listen and be at peace. The biggest lesson is…… It is all with in me. What the world can do for me is support me. Gaia the greatest Goddess of Abundance gives and then gives again. She shares all she has with us. Nourishing our bodies. Everything else is inside of us. We can get so caught up in doing and being something or someone else. When all we have to is Believe.

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Believing

Affirmations are a huge way of making a belief with in us. Examples I am not good enough, I will never earn enough money. That is my last $20.

As you read this you say that is fucked up. Those are so silly. But they are a belief that we all have in some way, form and action we do each day to our selves. Crazy right. Adopting new affirmations is what is needed. But it needs to be done everyday.

The Law of Attraction

 

What we believe we attract. What we say to ourselves we attract. The image is there and the feeling is there.

If your attitude about money, success, prosperity & abundance in general—is that you’re lacking, that’s exactly what you’re going to have coming:

not enough!

POOF! It is not.

One of the best things you can is to take a good step back & look at all the wonderful, scrumptious things that are happening in your life that you CAN be grateful for. It doesn’t have to be something monumental—though those things count, too!—it can be something so small that you might not even realize you’re grateful for it until you examine it a little more closely. And it’s one of the best feelings to realize that, while your life might not be exactly how you envision it, that there are plenty of things happening that you can, in fact, be super-grateful for. You might be far more prosperous & successful than you realize!

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This Year I declare it to be EPIC

I am a Soulful Teacher attracting love, prosperity and all that is scrumptious into my life. Last year was a huge game changer ~ wonderful year of contrast. Leading me to here.

This year The Guru Mama House is changing. It is a House of attacking those who want to learn abundance, love, peace, and living a scrumptious life.

That means you have to be open to receive. You have to be open to planting the seed and trusting Gaia is supplying the rest.

Blessings Mama G xo

YOU CAN’T SEE THE STARS WITHOUT THE DARKNESS

light is in the dark
light is in the dark

 

YOU CAN’T SEE THE STARS WITHOUT THE DARKNESS: ON CONFLICT RESOLUTION AND SELF COMPASSION, MAGIC IS THERE.

Are you a people pleaser? Do you try and make everything balanced and harmonious for everyone in your life? Conflict perhaps terrifies you and you assume the role that it’s your job to shift the energy, emotionally lighten the load and make everything peachy keen rosy again?

Well it’s not your job. And if you do feel this way, it can create a life-long pattern that leaves you feeling powerless and emotionally drained. You will manifest all sorts of obstacles that block your flow of abundance and well-being. However, once you recognize the pattern, and you can release yourself from this burden, then the beauty of life starts to take a turn in a different direction for you to embrace.

The seeming mess, chaos and darkness that you experience in life isn’t an opportunity to be frightened. It’s a calling from your soul to rise up with bravery and face your feelings. Dive in deep – this helps to create profound levels of personal transformation and self-awareness.

Ever since I was a child I would feel responsible for the way that others would feel. I grew up in a home that had a lot of love, but a lot of emotional drama. It was a crap-load of dysfunction actually, but I wouldn’t change my childhood even if I could. My parents would argue almost daily. If they weren’t arguing they seemed to be so emotionally disconnected from one another.

This seeded a very deep belief in my soul…

WHEN EMOTIONAL SHIT HITS THE FAN, I NEED TO GET IT RESOLVED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BECAUSE IT FEELS SCARY AND I FEEL UNLOVED. I WOULDN’T ALLOW SPACE TO HEAL. INSTEAD I WOULD PLACE AN URGENCY ON RESOLUTION AS A SELF-SETTLING MECHANISM THAT MEANT THAT I SACRIFICED MY OWN NEEDS.

I don’t think I ever really understood that it’s okay to have a time-out, to go to your separate corners and incubate your feelings back to a space of love.

In relationships I would bully the situation, I would force it, push it, demand that my needs get met in that moment without any form of compassion that the other person has their own way of coping.

Now, at 52 years old, after going to seminars, working with people like Bryon Katie, sessions with light workers and the generous wisdom offered by beautiful mentors, I have slowly begun to understand that space and time (and allowing for space) is the fundamental healing property for all conflict resolution.

Me – just like everyone in this entire Universe – is an ongoing work-in-progress. I slip up from time to time and lapse back into old patterns, but I am committed to cultivating the awareness that there always has to be a better way and that LOVE fixes almost everything.

WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN SHITTY DEMONS TO DEAL WITH AND IT’S ALL PERFECTLY OKAY AND FINE TO BE A ‘HOT MESS’ FOR THE TIME REQUIRED TO STEP BACK INTO MAGNIFICENCE AGAIN.

YOU MUST GIVE YOURSELF PERMISSION TO PROCESS YOUR FEELINGS IN A SITUATION OF DISCORD BEFORE YOU PROCEED ONTO FORGIVENESS. THIS IS HEALTHY. THIS MEANS ALLOWING THE OTHER PARTY SPACE.

 

This means loving yourself enough to get some space to push the reset button.

Otherwise you’re sweeping everything under the rug, you’re sugar-coating a turd and you’re building a house on sand.

Get super-vulnerable with yourself. Seek your own safety from within and allow the darkness the space it needs in order to make those inner stars twinkle again. xo

If you’re interested in removing some of the blocks and reshaping your beliefs around relationships and abundance then I would highly encourage joining me in doing a Vision Board January 8 with me,insight, releasing ceremony, getting clear on your affirmation, journaling, worksheets to get all of your feelings out of your head and onto paper so that you can create the most miraculous life.

Blessings 

Mary June Tracy The Guru Mama

 

 

How to make the right choose every time

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If you are looking for answers, the best thing to do is pause, get still and listen._

Cultivating the ability to listen to our inner wisdom, our heart, our soul, our intuition is perhaps the most important skill we will ever learn.

 

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If you simply traded all the time you spend defending why you can’t have the life you desire and instead took up the practice of genuinely listening, your whole life would change.

And when you know how to listen to your own wisdom, you then have the ability to genuinely listen to others, instead of waiting for your turn to talk.

Listening is the fastest path to success.

Water is my happy place and helps me hear the whispers of my intuition even louder.

Where do you hear your whispers?

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Cup of Love from the Guru Mama.  xo

Dreaming

Why should you dream?Dreaming

To dream is what makes us unique. Einstein said, “Never give up on what you really want to do.The person with big dreams is more powerful than the one with all the facts.”

Nice quote. I have always been a dreamer. In school I would look out the window and just daydream. To bad you were not graded on this I would of been an A+ student. When we are in day dreaming land we feel like we have endless possibilities. Everything feels fantastic. Then boom we are back to reality and the thought comes in. “That was stupid.” Do you ever have that happen to you? I know I do.

All the reasons come of why you can’t live that succulent, scrumptious life you wanted. You can see them. They are sitting right in front of your face. Those landmines and barriers. You seemed to also have an electrical fence there just give yourself that added shock effect. So we stay there.

Here is a little secret. That dark scariness of your mind that says NO. The one that keeps you in your so called place. Is only a facade your brain. You just need to put some light on to it. When you do WOW!

Fear is an emotion like any other emotion it has a job to do. Fear helps us to stay safe. In staying would be to do the same thing we have learned to do. Not taking a baby step to try something new. Remember when you tried anything new and different. That feeling came over you. Then you tried and you tried it again. All of sudden that fear feeling had dissipated. Fear just likes being the bully and taking up all the space. It wants to be heard. What gives it power is you listen to the fear.

How to overcome? Make a list of all the fears that are stopping you from living your dream. Do it quickly no time to think.

Here are a few examples:
* I’ll never have enough time.
* I don’t have enough money.
* Other people do it better than I so why should I do it.
* When will I stop being overwhelmed?
* Who will I get to help me?

Those are just a few that might run through you head.

Now ripe it up into tiny pieces.

Feel how liberating that feels, and it gives your brain a rest. Now you have space with your head like a new cupboard you just cleaned out. How refreshing.

We can meet our fears with new breath of light. Hearing them yes but it is not getting stuck with them is the key. Moving forward one step allows for you to do a million steps towards your dreams.

Today go and get yourself a dream journal and begin to create your dreams.

Blessings Mama G

The 4 stages of Change – Where Are You?

4 stages of change

We are always in an evolving cycle of change and ultimately expanding. Sometimes we welcome this change with open arms, sometimes we resist with all of our might. It can be helpful to know which stage you are in–so you can understand what is going on for you–and work with this process of change rather than against it.

Here are the four stages:

Dissatisfaction or what I call “feeling the gap”. This is when there is a large gap between where you are and where you would like to be. You might not be completely clear where you want to be. You may just have the clarity that what you are experiencing now is not working for you. This is an uncomfortable place to be and oftentimes I have clients come to me and label this stage as “depression”. Try to frame the dissatisfaction as information signaling you to grow rather than labeling it as a permanent position ex. “I will always feel this way–my life never goes the way I want it to.” How you frame it can change your experience of it. If you frame it as a signal for growth you will feel empowered—if you focus on it from a state of helplessness you will feel despair.

Exploration-In this stage you feel the dissatisfaction, but you don’t quite know what would feel better to you. Or you have a sense of what would feel better, but you don’t know how to get there. This is the stage where you explore options and “try them on” to see how it would feel or you explore options of how to get where you want to go. It is important to take your time in this phase to truly explore. People oftentimes feel uncomfortable with the lack of certainty at this point and may try to bypass this by choosing an option to get out of this stage. Reassure yourself that you will come to an option that feels right to you–just give it time. The other thing to watch in this stage is the opposite—exploring so much that you get confused and stuck in considering options. Sometimes people fear making a change and hang out in the exploration stage as a safety zone to not take any risks. Make sure you aren’t doing this either.

Action/Visualization- In this stage you have clarity about where you want to go and you develop a plan to get there. Again you may know where you want to go but are unclear of a plan to get there—and this is something that needs to be finalized in this stage. You may have developed somewhat of a plan in the exploration stage–and in this stage you will clarify this plan and begin to implement. In this stage it is important to get support for you to stay on track with your implementation– without support–fears that surface may sidetrack you and stop you from moving forward. You can share with a close friend or partner and ask them to be an accountability buddy to you. The other part of this stage is to spend time visualizing thepositive outcome of your desired change. See it working out in the easiest, magical and fun way. This vision can help keep you focused when your desired change is in process and not quite complete. The phrase “keep your eye on the prize” is fitting here.

Stepping into the New- Moving into your change can be a gradual process or it could come more quickly–like meeting your Soulmate within weeks of this process–or your dream job lands in your lap overnight. Either way there is an adjustment phase to the new change. There can be feelings of loss from letting go of the old–even though you were dissatisfied -it represented the familiar to you. With the new changes may come feelings of having a new identity or parts of you being expressed that have never been expressed before. Typically people feel more aliveness and vitality in this stage. You can also feel a deep sense of satisfaction that you made a change that was in alignment with your Authentic Self–you feel on path with your life and that you are doing what you came here to do.

What stage are you in? How are you framing this stage—are you viewing it positively or are you stuck in resisting it?