Money Money Money

Tree of Life
Tree of Life

Attracting your needs

 

It has taken me awhile to figure out money is energy. That it is okay to like money. Growing up we seem to have enough. I couldn’t really tell you because it was a taboo subject. You would think that seeing angels or reading tea leaves would be taboo.,. LOL Nope money. It was the one thing that was untouchable.

Which made me very horrible handler when it comes to money. When someone would ask me for money ~ someone meaning~ Hubby, kids other people. I would just Cringe inside. This is a huge part of my internal core that I am releasing and as I do brings up other attachments.

Now I have done mantra’s for 40 days, 80 days, 300 days. actually. I have done spells to attract money. Done burning ceremonies and have gone sweats and visions quests. Each of this has transformed me in ways spiritual that are totally awesome. They have bought me to know me. They have taught me how to listen and be at peace. The biggest lesson is…… It is all with in me. What the world can do for me is support me. Gaia the greatest Goddess of Abundance gives and then gives again. She shares all she has with us. Nourishing our bodies. Everything else is inside of us. We can get so caught up in doing and being something or someone else. When all we have to is Believe.

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Believing

Affirmations are a huge way of making a belief with in us. Examples I am not good enough, I will never earn enough money. That is my last $20.

As you read this you say that is fucked up. Those are so silly. But they are a belief that we all have in some way, form and action we do each day to our selves. Crazy right. Adopting new affirmations is what is needed. But it needs to be done everyday.

The Law of Attraction

 

What we believe we attract. What we say to ourselves we attract. The image is there and the feeling is there.

If your attitude about money, success, prosperity & abundance in general—is that you’re lacking, that’s exactly what you’re going to have coming:

not enough!

POOF! It is not.

One of the best things you can is to take a good step back & look at all the wonderful, scrumptious things that are happening in your life that you CAN be grateful for. It doesn’t have to be something monumental—though those things count, too!—it can be something so small that you might not even realize you’re grateful for it until you examine it a little more closely. And it’s one of the best feelings to realize that, while your life might not be exactly how you envision it, that there are plenty of things happening that you can, in fact, be super-grateful for. You might be far more prosperous & successful than you realize!

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This Year I declare it to be EPIC

I am a Soulful Teacher attracting love, prosperity and all that is scrumptious into my life. Last year was a huge game changer ~ wonderful year of contrast. Leading me to here.

This year The Guru Mama House is changing. It is a House of attacking those who want to learn abundance, love, peace, and living a scrumptious life.

That means you have to be open to receive. You have to be open to planting the seed and trusting Gaia is supplying the rest.

Blessings Mama G xo

YOU CAN’T SEE THE STARS WITHOUT THE DARKNESS

light is in the dark
light is in the dark

 

YOU CAN’T SEE THE STARS WITHOUT THE DARKNESS: ON CONFLICT RESOLUTION AND SELF COMPASSION, MAGIC IS THERE.

Are you a people pleaser? Do you try and make everything balanced and harmonious for everyone in your life? Conflict perhaps terrifies you and you assume the role that it’s your job to shift the energy, emotionally lighten the load and make everything peachy keen rosy again?

Well it’s not your job. And if you do feel this way, it can create a life-long pattern that leaves you feeling powerless and emotionally drained. You will manifest all sorts of obstacles that block your flow of abundance and well-being. However, once you recognize the pattern, and you can release yourself from this burden, then the beauty of life starts to take a turn in a different direction for you to embrace.

The seeming mess, chaos and darkness that you experience in life isn’t an opportunity to be frightened. It’s a calling from your soul to rise up with bravery and face your feelings. Dive in deep – this helps to create profound levels of personal transformation and self-awareness.

Ever since I was a child I would feel responsible for the way that others would feel. I grew up in a home that had a lot of love, but a lot of emotional drama. It was a crap-load of dysfunction actually, but I wouldn’t change my childhood even if I could. My parents would argue almost daily. If they weren’t arguing they seemed to be so emotionally disconnected from one another.

This seeded a very deep belief in my soul…

WHEN EMOTIONAL SHIT HITS THE FAN, I NEED TO GET IT RESOLVED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BECAUSE IT FEELS SCARY AND I FEEL UNLOVED. I WOULDN’T ALLOW SPACE TO HEAL. INSTEAD I WOULD PLACE AN URGENCY ON RESOLUTION AS A SELF-SETTLING MECHANISM THAT MEANT THAT I SACRIFICED MY OWN NEEDS.

I don’t think I ever really understood that it’s okay to have a time-out, to go to your separate corners and incubate your feelings back to a space of love.

In relationships I would bully the situation, I would force it, push it, demand that my needs get met in that moment without any form of compassion that the other person has their own way of coping.

Now, at 52 years old, after going to seminars, working with people like Bryon Katie, sessions with light workers and the generous wisdom offered by beautiful mentors, I have slowly begun to understand that space and time (and allowing for space) is the fundamental healing property for all conflict resolution.

Me – just like everyone in this entire Universe – is an ongoing work-in-progress. I slip up from time to time and lapse back into old patterns, but I am committed to cultivating the awareness that there always has to be a better way and that LOVE fixes almost everything.

WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN SHITTY DEMONS TO DEAL WITH AND IT’S ALL PERFECTLY OKAY AND FINE TO BE A ‘HOT MESS’ FOR THE TIME REQUIRED TO STEP BACK INTO MAGNIFICENCE AGAIN.

YOU MUST GIVE YOURSELF PERMISSION TO PROCESS YOUR FEELINGS IN A SITUATION OF DISCORD BEFORE YOU PROCEED ONTO FORGIVENESS. THIS IS HEALTHY. THIS MEANS ALLOWING THE OTHER PARTY SPACE.

 

This means loving yourself enough to get some space to push the reset button.

Otherwise you’re sweeping everything under the rug, you’re sugar-coating a turd and you’re building a house on sand.

Get super-vulnerable with yourself. Seek your own safety from within and allow the darkness the space it needs in order to make those inner stars twinkle again. xo

If you’re interested in removing some of the blocks and reshaping your beliefs around relationships and abundance then I would highly encourage joining me in doing a Vision Board January 8 with me,insight, releasing ceremony, getting clear on your affirmation, journaling, worksheets to get all of your feelings out of your head and onto paper so that you can create the most miraculous life.

Blessings 

Mary June Tracy The Guru Mama